SuSaN





You don't give into their advances

Their desires not your priority 

Why don't you act like Susan 

She's so feminine 


Uninterested 

Strong-willed

Fearless 

Now synonyms for Masculine


I bare my teeth 

Because you won't take no 

I'm always on guard 

Because your fingers pry


Masculine

Means I'm safe

Maybe when I go home 

I'll be like Susan 

 

Maybe                                                                  

I dare say not likely 

I've seen Susan cover her scars

With a smile and makeup 


I'd rather be Masculine 

Than be Susan 

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